February 2012
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Guess who left their tumblr open on a friends phone….. Yepp that’s right people. Taraja.
January 2012
10 posts
17 years and 1 phone call
Your expectations are extremely high for a person who forgot to care until he learned his daughter was considered an adult. No more checks right? Did you honestly believe that my voice would welcome yours with a warm tone and an answer to your apology? An apology followed by a demand of daily phone calls and family visits? You want to make amends. You want a redo on the past 17 years of my life,...
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There are so many..vague thoughts floating around tonight. They all want to spill at the same time but my fingers can’t type fast enough. Everything I try to write is so mangled. Maybe I need to put my insomnia to rest for today.
Lord grant me the strength to let go. To truly feel comfortable in my skin and allow your course to run in front of me like a dimly lit sidewalk. Though I may squint, I anticipate the unknown. For it is then when your will is in place.
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Today felt like 5 months compacted into a series of text messages. So many emotions slipped through my shell.I can barely remember all that was exchanged.
Question of the day: Am I still single?
Am I two paces ahead of this process? Because if I am I will gladly leap behind it. Well, maybe not behind it…
But in the words of Dom Kennedy-why the hell not?
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“For if a man chooses to be promiscuous, he may still aesthetically turn up his...”
– Sylvia Plath, The Unabrided Journals (July 1951)
December 2011
5 posts
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“Wash the thoughts on your brain dry. Get lost for a change.”
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Club Paradise
such a heavy door…
She stumbles onto the pale concrete, neon lights dazing her dark eyes. No recollection of her past movements. Just a shirt soaked in body fluids and bright liquids she can’t recognize. Can’t remember. She is tired. The cold night coos her into a dreary oblivion of thought. But nothing comes. Only the faint reminiscence of smoke and needles. A lost heart, a...
Paris, Tokyo: I fall in love with chemistry.And... →
ijustd0i:
I fall in love with chemistry.
And why wouldn’t I? When everything seemingly goes right, how could you not become infatuated with the joy it brings you, the promise of more to come, and the person that comes along with it?
It’s easy to form an attraction over words and action. It’s easy to spit…
November 2011
5 posts
“Everything is energy and that’s all there is to it. Match the frequency of the...”
– Albert Einstein (via stellablu)
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Two beings with similarities that baffle the ones closest to us. But there’s so much behind those 2 inch bifocals that I can’t reach. Not because I’m too shy or that it would be weird to ask about your personal life in the middle of class. Only because my mind is afraid. Afraid of discovering a person with a joy and peace that stretches far beyond simply settling with its own...
“There is no birth, there is no death; there is no coming, there is no going;...”
– Thich Nhat Hanh (via lazyyogi)
Deterioration or Confusion
My fingers burn with the urge to write something…anything relevant to the recent days. The ever expanding distances in my relationships, the incredible excuse for a human being/genius in music theory, my constant desire to be alone which reeks of a misanthrope. I sit and ponder about my life and all I produce are false fears and far fetched hopes that only exist...
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October 2011
6 posts
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I've seen too much to be the way I used to be
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You know, in the midst of all the endings, our lives are just beginning. Everything so far this year has been labeled as our ‘last’. Our last first day, our last homecoming week. But in order to progress, some of the things we find familiar have to end. Most of the adults I know describe highschool as the best 4 years of their life. And I don’t want to reflect on these years,...
September 2011
15 posts
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You Are Now Rockin' With The Blessed: I'm tired. →
yanrwtb:
My perception is shifting indefinitely. At this point, there’s little hope for restoration. I’ve already seen too much. I’ve already experienced too much. I’ve already thought too much. And perhaps worst of all, I’ve already questioned too much.
Apart of me wishes I still possessed that sense of…
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Please prove me wrong
Everything about you-hipster cap to vans sneakers set my senses on alert like raised hair on the crown of a neck. You looked like someone I would want to know. Someone who would provide a myriad of questions and open ended answers and spontaneous debate that would end in laughter and enlightenment. Someone who could complement the way I think…
But I’m beginning...
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I’m having some serious camera withdrawal right now..GAH I miss my old school digital snap when it feels the need to camera D:
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
adultpropaganda:
jennibro:
ckents:
FOREVER REBLOG.
I just died.
can’t stop laughing!!!!!
Lol this still makes me laugh!
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Excuse the vulgarity
My writing doesn’t usually include inappropriate slurs and crude language, but I’ve been extremely frustrated with..everything lately. My mother’s tunnel vision about society, immature girls at school with basketball bellies, my own stubborn tendencies..Everything is just so exaggerated and overwhelming right now. And half of the problems I allow into my...
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All these freshman girls talk about are boys BOYS fuhmuckin boys. I wish I could line them all up and slap them into reality.
“He grabbed my ass and…then he tongued…then my dad walked in while we were..”
Seriously, loose girls like y’all are the reason teenage pregnancy is such a problem here. Calm your titties and buy some birth control at least. Or how about you...
Maybe I think too highly of you.
Do you really deserve to be on that pedestal?
Our friendship used to be on replay constantly.
I had so much respect for you. And trust, I don’t use that term loosely. There’s alot of meaning attached to that word, and I honestly felt that way about you. 4 months and we were hooked; random notepad scribbles and hippocat-tacos. The way our friendship was peaking, it was bound to end sooner than later. What hurts the most? Towards...
August 2011
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Thank God for what you have now, because tomorrow, everything you know may puff into smoke.
Nothing in life is guaranteed.
Tonight I feel the need to allow the darker side of mind roam for awhile. Nights like these don’t come often, yet if anyone took time to ask what kind of night this is, I wouldn’t be able to answer. The absence of moonlight flooding my window somehow …darkens my mood, or frees my mind depending on how you interpret. No accurate description of my mood exists right now. Only one...
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So I'm at this stage again.
ijustd0i:
Where all my friendships seem to be disintegrating and I’m basically.. Left alone to just think about things. It sucks. It’s shitty.
But from what I’ve experienced, these are the moments where I succeed the most. These are the times where I exceed my expectations and come out strong. But even still.. It doesn’t feel like it.
Maybe this time will be different. I hope not.
This...
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jeremypassion:
MY FIRST FULL-LENGTH ALBUM!
It’s been a long time coming, but after 9 years of taking the chance and bearing it all for music, I am FINALLY putting out a full-length album.
But since it has been such a roller coaster of a journey these past few years of doing music, I decided to not only put out a full-length album, but a brand new EP at the SAME...
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