Our friendship used to be on replay constantly.

I had so much respect for you. And trust, I don’t use that term loosely. There’s alot of meaning attached to that word, and I honestly felt that way about you. 4 months and we were hooked; random notepad scribbles and hippocat-tacos. The way our friendship was peaking, it was bound to end sooner than later. What hurts the most? Towards the end, you cut me off completely. No jokes, no scribbles. It felt as if you were slowly backspacing our memories, tapping away every inside joke and encounter we ever had. Now? We pass each other in the halls as strangers, no glance. And I have to keep reminding myself that if you wanted to stay, you would have made an effort. 

It’s only the beginning of senior year and people are dropping out of my life like frozen flies. Guess I should get used to this